#nowplaying Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts #curhat TT-TT

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

#nowplaying Iwa K - Kuingin Kembali #curhat #nagisgaberhenti

Hari-hari terus berganti
Melalu gelapnya malam terangnya pagi
Dua tahun di dalam sepi
Tetap mengharapkan dirimu kembali
Kutahu ku takkan pernah berlari
Dari baying-bayangmu oh kekasih
Anganku terbang menerawang jauh
Mengarungi kenangan indah bersamamu

Selama mentari bersinar
(Hari-hari sepi tanpa dirimu)
Ku akan berharap kasih ini tiada pudar
Selama waktu disisiku
(Hari-hari sepi tanpa dirimu)
Kuingin kembali
(Kuingin kembali bersamamu)
Dalam dekapan hangatmu

Hitam takkan pernah jadi putih
Jika ku mengingat apa yang terjadi
Kita yang padamkan bara asmara kita
Semua nada cinta yang pernah ada
Maafkanlah kasih, maafkan diriku
Telah membuat hari-harimu kelabu
Masihkah ada pintu yang terbuka
Untuk mengulangi lagi segalanya

Suara cintamu semakin jelas
Ketika kulihat bayangmu didalam gelas
Tersenyum lembut dan manja
Oh Tuhan ku tak dapat melupakan dirinya
Kau hadir didalam mimpiku setiap malam
Menghiasi hari-hariku yang kelam
Berikanlah ku waktu walau hanya sekejap
Agar ku dapat mendekapmu erat

why i prefered to be single.

the reason why gw single cuz:

1. GW LAGI NIKMATIN KEBABASAN GW SEBAGAI SINGLE!

Buat apa juga buru-buru cari pasangan. I wanna take my time. Having fun with my besties, nongkrong, gosip-gosip ga penting, ga usah peduliin hari ini gw ma co gw, besok ma temen gw disini, besoknya lagi kluarga, bla bla bla. Travelling sana sini ga pake harus mikirin oleh-oleh buat co gw, ga harus mikirin co gw yang ga mau di tinggalin gw travelling lama, ga pake curiga-curiga ga jelas sama kelakuan gw pas travelling. Gw bebas jalan sama co mana aja ga pake kudu dikira selingkuh, ga kudu dikatain gw player, ga kudu mikirin perasaan orang. Gw bebas mo minum apapun, ga pake ada yang cerewet ntar maag gw kambuhlah, ini lah itu lah. Gw bebas aktiv di organisasi manapun ga pake ada yg cerewet ntar gw sakit akibat kecapean lah.. Pokoknya semua hal yang bisa gw jalanin sekarang lebih baek pas shopping with my besties :D

gw single, gw lagi nikmatin ini semua. Gw ga mau ada co yang ntarnya cuma ganggu hari-hari gw. shopping with my besties :D

INI IDUP GW, GW MAU NIKMATIN SEBISANYA GW, SELAMA GW MASIH DI KASIH KEPERCAYAAN MA TUHAN GW BUAT TETEP IDUP DI DUNIA, SO WHO THE FUCKIN HELL ARE YOU BRANI NGELARANG-LARANG GW? EMAK GW BUKAN, BABEH GW BUKAN, SODARA BUKAN, SUAMI GW JUGA BUKAN, BRANI AMET LU LARANG-LARANG GW!!

2. gw ga mau lagi pacaran cuma buat putus truz cari yg baru lagi.

Pacaran, putus, cari baru, pdkt, pacaran putus, cari baru, pdkt, pacaran, bla bla bla, gitu aja siklusnya terus. GW GA BANGGA PUNYA BANYAK MANTAN! Buat apa coba punya banyak mantan? Apa biar disangka expert? Disangka hebat? Disangka laku n bisa dipamer-pamerin [EMANG BARANG!]? Sorry to say, buat gw orang yang gonta ganti pasangan mulu tuh akibat dia GA KOMPETEN NGEJAGA HUBUNGAN DIA MA PASANGANNYA [sorry kalo gw nyindir orang, tapi gw yang dulu banged kaya gtu]. yang lainnya, ya banyak sisi negativ lain yang bisa dipikirin orang. MAU CARI PENGALAMAN? No, Thanks. Cukup buat gw punya beberapa mantan, beberapa karakter yang berbeda dari meraka yang dah cukup mewakili banyak karakter co, dengan beberapa profesi yang berbeda dari mereka, dengan beberapa gaya pacaran yang pastinya berbeda di tiap orangnya dari mereka. Its enough for me to make another try. So, gw prefer nikamtin single biar ga kudu cape-cape ngerasain siklus yang ngebosenin kaya pacaran, putus, cari baru, pdkt, pacaran, dan terus muter gitu" aja.

3. gw mau jadian kalo gw emang udah ada feel.

Cukup gw yang dulu pacaran akibat gw ga tega nolak, akibat tu orang lucu, akibat tu orang gw banged, akibat dia pengusaha lah, akibat ini lah, akibat itu lah, pokoknya akibat hal-hal yang ga worthed. Itu semua ngakibatin gw bosen dalam beberapa minggu, bahkan 3 hari dah putus. Gw pengen sekalinya ntar --ntah kapan-- gw jadian lagi, itu cuz gw ma co itu sama-sama akibat saling sayang, yang alesanya ya sayang. Gw ga mau lagi maen-maen ma hati gw, apa lagi hati anak orang, klo tu anak orang mati akibat sakit ati ma gw, gw yang disalahin ma emak babehnya, brabe pan [maap klo ada mantan gw kesindir]... so sekali lagi gw lebih memilih single dari pada gw sekarang nerima jadian ma seorang co, tapi gw ga ada feel. Cuz gw emang lagi ga ada feel sekarang..

having fun with snorkling in tidung island :)

4. gw ga mau sakit hati lagi buat keTIGA kalinya.

Kenapa gw bilang keTIGA kali, dari semua co/pria yang pernah ma gw [baik yang jadian normal, yang jadi selingkuhan gw, yang bikin gw jd selingkuhan,yang sama" selingkuh, yang udah nyelingkuhin gw,yang cuma hts-an], [sorry to say] gw cuma 2x [DUA KALI] bener-bener ngejalanin hubungan pake hati. Orang yang kenal gw, tau orang yang gw jalanin pake hati DUA kali, DUA kalinya banged tuh sama siapa. KENAPA? Balik lagi, cuz gw bener-bener pake hati, dan hampir 3 taun nee akibat gw sangat pake hati, gw sangat sakit hati.. hahahhahahah. another why i prefer to be single. To be honest, gw males buka hati gw lagi klo ntarnya buat sakit hati lagi.. hahhahah

I have so much time and so much fun being single now. what is worth in a relationship with someone if you can't enjoy your time. life is so short if you waste your life with useless and no fun. whatever your relationship status now, you just have to enjoy iy with your heart. if you don't enjoy it, just stop it, have a new begining, enjoy your life as fun as you can. LIFE IS ADVANTURE MOVIE WHICH IS THE MOVIE DIRECTOR IS GOD !

#nowplaying Beyonce - I Miss You #curhat

I thought that things like this get better with time

But I still need you, why is that?

You're the only image in my mind

So I still see you... around

I miss you, like everyday

Wanna be with you, but you're away

Said I miss you, missing you insane

But if I got with you, could it feel the same

Words don't ever seem to come out right

But I still mean them, why is that?

It hurts my pride to tell you how I feel

But I still need to, why is that?

I miss you, like everyday

Wanna be with you, but you're away

I said I miss you, missing you insane

But if I got with you, could it feel the same

It don't matter who you are

It's so simple, a feeling

But it's everything

No matter who you love

It is so simple, a feeling

But it's everything

I miss you, like everyday

Wanna be with you, but you're away

I said I miss you, missing you insane

But if I got with you, could it feel the same

It don't matter who you are

It's so simple, a feeling

But it's everything

No matter who you love

It is so simple, a feeling

But it's everything

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venue in: Jogja, Magelan (central java); Tobalake, Tarutung, North Sumatra; Jakarta; Indonesia.

#nowplaying Rihanna - California King Bed

Chest to chest

Nose to nose

Palm to palm

We were always just that close

Wrist wrist

Toe to toe

Lips that just felt like the inside of a rose

So how come when I reach out my fingers

It feels more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We’re ten thousand miles apart

I bet California wishing on these stars of the heart for me

My California king

Eye to eye

Cheek to cheek

Side by side

You were sleeping next to me

Arm to arm

Dusk to dawn

With the curtains drawn

And a little last nite on these sheets

So how come when I reach out my fingers

It feels more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We’re ten thousand miles apart

I bet California wishing on these stars of the heart for me

My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last touch

That made everything feel better

And even then my eyes got better

So confused wanna ask you if you love me

But I dont wanna seem so weak

Maybe I’ve been California dreaming

In this California king bed

We’re ten thousand miles apart

I bet California wishing on these stars of the heart for me

My California king

In this California king bed

We’re ten thousand miles apart

I bet California wishing on these stars of the heart for me

My California king